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Imitation gold
That’s what you called me
The second time we spoke
You said I glittered
But the gold had long since then
Left the contours
Of my jaws

please understand
that I don’t know how to
feel consistently
I am a diffracted spectrum
That knows no bounds

you said I reminded you
of your abusive uncle
and you tried to seek solace and safety
in a girl who belonged to no one
I will not say sorry
for being unable
to conform
to your ideals

you called me a bitch
13 times
since i've known you
6 of which
held anger

I know that I am far too static
And obtrusive
I lack tact and often
Leave a bitter taste in your mouth
And in all honesty
I am
Apathetic to your whining
I pointed it out to you when we first met
Find another shoulder
To cry on
*awkward coughing*
this is a sort of rant letter to get it out of my system.
sooo yeah,
please excuse the colourful language but the person who this is about well, the words fit the occasion.
i decided i no longer have time for people
who demand pity, lash out when you give it to them, there is no pleasing some people
and i'm tired of having to pick up someones drunk and often high ass off the pavement
only to be called a bitch when my reaction isnt what they wanted.
jesus christ it feels good to not care anymore. or rather
to no longer feel like i have to put up with someone
who dumps their emotions on me and then calls me a bitch
i tried and i have a limit
i have no regrets.
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Whitelephants Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2014
hahaha! this is beautiful x) really,this sums up life for me sometimes
gvmsm-bree123 Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2014
Good Job! I'm proud you let go of someone who brings you down for no reason!
grew-up-a-screw-up Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2014  Student General Artist
Haha, thanks. It's the first time I've ever really done that since I'm generally a timid/people pleaser kind of person so it was pretty liberating.
gvmsm-bree123 Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2014
Yeah, i know how you feel, I'm the same. But it's those kinds of people that help you see that your worth more than they treat you; so at least you can thank them for that, right? lmao anyways, it was a really well written piece, and I could really "feel" the words. SO GREATT JOB AND KEEP ON WRITING!  Clap  Hug
masiva Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2014
I enjoyed that alot, and look foreward to your next piece 
grew-up-a-screw-up Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you  very much
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