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Hi
long time no speak, write, communicate or anything else for that matter.
I hope you all are well, and that you're having a good day or at least an okay one.
so I don't actually know how long it's been since I've been on here properly per se,
I've come on every few days read some new works and then scampered away
but I don't think that technically classifies as any sort of useful activity on here.
I have been incredibly busy and despite being at home this past week due to a half term
from school I haven't had time to even sleep.
I suppose my meagre explanation is that I've been so busy I've been forgetting to eat
because my work load rivals Atlas and I don't know how to manage time properly once
I become absorbed in something, that something being school work.
I'm desperately trying to achieve the grades I want and unfortunately my brain
which used to be good at absorbing information like a sponge feels...damaged, like those
tiny nerves have burnt along the edges, fried and blackened and useless.
So where it used to be easy for me to be an overachiever it is now a feat. Much to my dismay.
So here's my attempt at explaining myself, I was considering giving a recap of what's been
going on in my life but I don't know if you guys are interested...? Are you? I always feel like
I'm just flooding you with spam about my life so I never know whether to actually tell you or not,
if you do then comment and tell me something that's happened in your life, go for a full
memoir if you wish I'd love to read them.
Hopefully I will be able to actually write something and upload soon, so far
my mind seems to be filled with ugly formulas where letters and numbers have
been butchered and thrown together. The science's are sapping my creativity like a leech
with all their logic and notations.
Well I'm done with my rant, I hope you all have a wonderful weekend.
Later~
4 days late and one year older
Hi guys
Um, so long time no speak, see, communicate.
It's been a really long time and things have happened,
as they always do.
So, my birthday was on Saturday and I've read all of your birthday messages,
they made me so happy and I have no words to express the joy they gave me.
I'd also like to say thank you to svenspade09 for giving me a premium membership
(you're so awesome thank you so much!).
So, um I finally finished my finals and did well in all of my subjects aside from bio
since someone I used to be friends with contacted me at 12 pm and played the
victim and tried to paint me to be a villain, but I digress.
So friendship
26/09/14
Hey guys
I can't believe its nearly the end of september and I haven't written anything nor had the chance to respond
to any of you guys. I'm really sorry, and this weekend I should have a chance to catch up with you all,
college has been hectic, the work load is depriving me of sleep, but the other students are friendly
which was surprising, everyone is nice. It's borderline disconcerting if I'm honest.
so in other news I snagged an internship for 8 months with the local newspaper so I have to produce
1 article a month, my first deadline is october 31st though I have to write 2 since it needs a september
edition. I'm excited about t
alive
Hey guys
sorry about my ridiculous absence, I hope you all are okay?
So uhm, yeah the summer is pretty much over and I'm relieved for the
monotony and consistency. so earlier this summer in July I'd gone on a writers
residential and met some amazing people, I'd crashed with five girls including me
they were all friendly and a little fucked up and we spoke on the floor with our phones as
makeshift flashlights until the early hours of the morning, whispering to avoid getting
yelled at. It was amazing though I won't go into too many details because I doubt
any of you would be all that interested in it.
But yeah after I came back I h
Feature: sense-and-stupidity
Hi guys
So, a writer on DA whom I have admired for many years as she was a poet
who'd I'd stumbled across when I'd just started to dabble in the
writing field has recently published a book.
Her username is ~sense-and-stupidity (https://www.deviantart.com/sense-and-stupidity)
Her book is comprised of her poetry,
I myself am saving up to buy a copy
(the struggles of a lowly college student)
and I personally wanted to do a feature of her works
and hopefully give her the credit she deserves, and is long overdue for.
Sense-and-stupidity also known as the brilliant Elizabeth DeBunce
has seriously influenced my own ability as a writer
whom I have been inspired by many a time
her
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I'd love to hear about what's been going on in your life.
Hmmm. About me? Well, I recently told someone something that I've never told anyone before, something I hardly admit to myself, and she didn't even acknowledge what I said, which sent me to an even worse place for a while. I've gotten over it since then, but it still hurts, y'know? I feel like all of my real life 'friends' have abandoned me and it sucks and I don't even know how to make new ones. I just wish I could live in a building with all of my favorite deviants and not have to worry about anything at all.
The other week, I was at a family gathering and they kept badgering me about getting a job and moving out and acting like an adult and having responsibilities and I got really overwhelmed and angry and anxious and I had to leave the room and lock myself in the bathroom to cry. It felt like there was a giant black hole where my heart should have been and it hurt more than I wanted it to.
No one in my real life knows that I'm depressed, but they should because all the signs are there. They're just too blind to see it. And if I told them, they'd just tell me to get over it. I'm just so alone and I need someone to talk to, face to face, about everything but I don't and it sucks.
So yeah. That's my life right now.
whoops sorry
Hmmm. About me? Well, I recently told someone something that I've never told anyone before, something I hardly admit to myself, and she didn't even acknowledge what I said, which sent me to an even worse place for a while. I've gotten over it since then, but it still hurts, y'know? I feel like all of my real life 'friends' have abandoned me and it sucks and I don't even know how to make new ones. I just wish I could live in a building with all of my favorite deviants and not have to worry about anything at all.
The other week, I was at a family gathering and they kept badgering me about getting a job and moving out and acting like an adult and having responsibilities and I got really overwhelmed and angry and anxious and I had to leave the room and lock myself in the bathroom to cry. It felt like there was a giant black hole where my heart should have been and it hurt more than I wanted it to.
No one in my real life knows that I'm depressed, but they should because all the signs are there. They're just too blind to see it. And if I told them, they'd just tell me to get over it. I'm just so alone and I need someone to talk to, face to face, about everything but I don't and it sucks.
So yeah. That's my life right now.
whoops sorry